Lets shed some new skin.. shall we.
......... Happy fourth of july ...........

so lately its been quite a journey for me. I've learned  and realized so much these past couple of months on numerous things...and School is coming to an end pretty soon which apart of me can wait for but another part of me can't. I'm excited for Prom and Grad Night.. Ohh what a night  those are going to be fellas!... ever since the exhibitions were done its almost been nothin but a party for me...man have i  gotten lazy ..but it doesnt matter. I'm graduating and i'm pretty much on the right track. Nothing to worry about  nothing to hold me back....the only thing that seems to be on my mind is to enjoy these last few weeks we got left... and thats what i intend to keep on doing. Happy birthday to my good man and long time buddy Ghian. Last nights party was a blast!. In a couple days i will be mobile... and as of now thats pretty much it that has been going on with me no need to get in specifics lets just say its been nothing but "new" experiences....I dont really know what brought me to making this entry today..but i just figured ahhh what the hell, might as well. so.. i guess thats pretty much it. sometimes i want to just be away from everything and everyone for a chance. i think i'm gonna make that happen pretty soon..so i can gather myself together. Its what has to be done after going through what I've gone through... which theres no need to explain what it is to..anyone for the simple fact that its something i intend to keep to myself because it has hitten me really hard ...more than anything...  

  time for me to go... see ya.
- Sean*

hey everyone. whatsup? i havent blogged in a while but what they hey. I really dont know anything about you people out there, cuz i havent been reading any of your blogs. so yeah... i hope everything for all you people out there is going great. I hope all your Holloweens were awesome!. on a sidenote, things for me have been going pretty good. went to homecoming on the 25th. Boy was that fun!!. whoever didnt go, u guys missed a great night.and im not jsut bragging either! hehe. it was really fun. umm.. lately ive just been hanging out chillin, thinking, and enjoying this last year of highschool. this year has been going by so fast. I've been thinking alot. more than i've ever had before about alot of things. i can  actually feel myself growing up. its kinda scary... life is very mysterious.

what happend to everyone? does anyone hang out nowadays? its crazy. i denno..  just missin the good ol' days if you know what i mean. i really wish i could drive now. damn all you people with your liscenses!!! hahaha. i gotta wait till january. bummers.

 Hmm... this fire scared the crap out of me. i woke up to an orange sky and a red sun. it was the craziest shit out of a movie. i was like.. " Holy crap Sept.11th all over again!" haha. i got really worried. i thought our area had a possibilty of catching on fire. then i realized it would have to take alot for the fires to get to where im at... and thats when i cooled and relaxed for a bit. im glad they are all taken care of, and everythings under control. i feel bad, for all those people who lost their houses.  Those fires were caused by some stupid hunter!! A HUNTER!! how gay. hahaha he should be lit on fire! hehe j/k

hmm... umm lately ive just been making music on my guitar, and writing here and there. we have a show @ canes on the 7th. we also got asked to go on a 2 week tour, but we'll see what happens.

words for her:

 hmm... i've fell in love with the most amazing girl in the world. kristen is soo amazing. i love everything about her. my love for her spills out throught my fingertips. i'm missing her hugs right about now. kristen is beautiful. she makes me happy. my heart hasnt stopped racing since the day she came into my life.

 if anyone can help me get my chatterbox back, i would really appreciate it haha. i denno what happend. i havent seen my blog in ages.

Take care,

- sean

 www.radsoundtrackrock.com  - sorry for the lack of updates guys! expect more in the future... as making music is our main source of concentration at the moment.  in the meantime, thanks for supporting us. u guys are what makes us get up and rock ur socks!.

let me leave you guys with a little somethin somethin:

My reality is always changing. There are ups and downs. Depression. Happiness. I cant seem to get a hold of it. Sometimes i wish i wasn't alive. sometimes i feel all alone; almost invisible, with every eye layed upon me. I cant seem to shake these feelings away. Id cry for help, but instead i'll ust write what i have to say. Me trying to find answers to every downfall in my mind, is like a blind man, in a maze trying to find his way out. Desperate for the first opportunity to recover, not realizing that what i need is not physical nor existant, yet spiritual and individual. Everyday is more but an evening. It is a story. A simple recollection of our being. yet memories are formed without us knowing it. why is it that the rememberance of good times, and bad times, dont answer our questions?. they help us when we are down and teach us of the good..but we still never feel complete or satisfied in the middle....

  observant yet feeling lost...